Happens every time. Over analyzing. Smothering the thought instead of enjoying the idea. Anticipating every possible angle until nothing ever happens now because it is jinxed. I honestly feel as though I jinx every possible boyfriend situation and even though I can see it happening, I can't stop myself. Yeeeesh. It ends the same way, just a fade out. Few and far between phone calls suddenly just stop or the text messages don't get returned and I am fine with it more than not. I am a lover not a fighter and I have yet to meet the man I am willing to fight for. I went so far as to research some of his state's history.
It is a strange feeling to want to know something about a person so much, that you would try to find things out by the littlelist clues because you didn't have much to go on. -make sense?
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YAWP over the rooftops of the world and ye too will have enjoyment. On the road to recovery one must be allowed to express the things that trouble them the most and yet enable a banter of thoughts that may or may not be troubling. It is a place for validation of doing something productive instead of continuously talking about getting it started. Let's mix it up and set it free.
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